rough couple of days. been think’n….
so that is a problem.
I’ve been sick with a cold.
hard to sleep
harder to be awake
does anyone care?
I didn’t think so.
you get sick of self pity.
I understand.
I tried helping you with your porblems.
I still want to help.
but why can’t you listen.
give me some feedback
an emotion
anything.
tell me you hate me.
you dispise me.
you wish I would just shut up and get a life
anything would be better than nothing.
sorry I couldn’t say this aloud
I have to write it down.
give it a form
call it poetry
its not poetry
its just raw thoinking
and there is the problem again
thought